You can heal your past

I’ve been where you are, I was stuck in life. I tried many different therapies, meditations, and other healing modalities but still, there was something holding me back.

That’s when I discovered the power and influence of past (life) experiences that remain hidden in your subconscious mind. By bringing these experiences to your conscious mind you are able to finally heal them. And the beautiful thing is, you can do it yourself!

What’s in the program?

During 7 days you will be guided through the powerful healing process that the SOUL MEMORY AWARENESS PROGRAM provides. Every day you will do a particular meditation that is specifically designed to facilitate access to your subconscious mind. You will learn how to prepare for the meditation, the questions that you will need to ask and how to interpret your own responses. On the last day, you will learn how all healing works and you will get a new meditation that was created specifically to connect with your inner source of healing. Of course, you can keep the meditations forever. And you can come back to the program every time something is holding you back and you want to heal another part of your past.

Day 1
  • Introduction Day 1
  • Questions Day 1
  • Meditation Day 1
  • Responses Day 1
Day 2
  • Introduction Day 2
  • Questions Day 2
  • Meditation Day 2
  • Responses Day 2
Day 3
  • Introduction Day 3
  • Questions Day 3
  • Meditation Day 3
  • Responses Day 3
Day 4
  • Introduction Day 4
  • Questions Day 4
  • Meditation Day 4
  • Responses Day 4
Day 5
  • Introduction Day 5
  • Questions Day 5
  • Meditation Day 5
  • Responses Day 5
Day 6
  • Introduction Day 6
  • Questions Day 6
  • Meditation Day 6
  • Responses Day 6
Day 7
  • Introduction Day 7
  • Questions Day 7
  • Meditation Day 7
  • Responses Day 7
  • Healing Meditation
  • Completion

The Soul Memory Awareness Program was the breakthrough point on my spiritual journey. I had never been able to figure out why I couldn’t love myself and had been feeling unworthy, Martijn helped me to get to the cause of it. Once I understood, it felt a huge block which had been preventing me from self-love was gone and so much love started pouring into my life. This program helped me to learn how to tap into and access my own well of wisdom.

Noriko / USA

This was the key for me to unlock my fears and really start to work on myself. One week with Martijn’s program made me realize that my 10 years of psychotherapy just had scratched the surface.

Anna / Sweden

This powerful program helped me to see through some repeating issues that came up in my life. It showed me in a very gentle way how to undo the illusion of sickness.

Angelique / The Netherlands

My Soul Memory Awareness Program was a major self spiritual break through for me. I can honestly say until I had undertaken the self work, directed and guided by Martijn, I had been fooled by my ego, into a false belief that I knew myself as a person. I really had no clue who I truely was, until then.

Mel / Scotland

The Soul Memory Awareness Program was such an amazing experience. As someone who had never meditated before this program, I was surprised first that it came so easily and second the things I saw and felt during the meditations were pretty intense. Martijn’s guidance was informative and reassuring, he helped open my eyes to a whole new mindset on how to approach struggles I was having. I’m Looking forward to trying the program out a second time.

Kimberly / USA

The Soul Memory Awareness Program helped me delve deeper into some issues… it was interesting that I was working on one area but it led me back to something else that was bothering me but I did not want to address at that time. It gave me some clarity and Martijn was helpful in guiding me to ask the right questions.

Rejinia / Singapore

My experience with the Soul Memory Awareness Program was amazing. I didn’t expect to find so many hidden answers just in a couple of weeks. Martijn’s guidance was very direct and on point, which was very helpful during this beautiful inward journey. The meditation we used during this process is still one of my favorites and I come back to it often.

Kat / USA

I am blessed to come across Martijn Dieleman and the soul memory awareness program. It helped me to jump start with self-love by clearing off the huge blocks which I held, which I never realized how much I was struck by those. Martijn was constantly there to make me see through my visions and then overcome them. A true Spiritual teacher is someone who makes you find your own pathway to Healing and then implement it . And I have found one.

Mona / India
Martijn Dieleman

Martijn Dieleman
Author, Spiritual & Life Coach


Ex-olympian, a professional volleyball player for 13 years, converted into author and spiritual and life coach. 

Through experience, I have learned that fear and attachment are inseparable and that by working on and understanding them, it is possible to eliminate both. In fact, if one is removed, the other automatically will disappear as well.

After many years of personal suffering, I have found that the secret to a happy life is in the undoing and unlearning of certain behaviors, thought patterns and beliefs much more than the learning of new skills and achieving new goals. The things that people really desire will never be possible without facing the things that are holding them back. It can be a very daunting task to face your inner fears and shadows, but once you see what is hiding behind it, you will be forever grateful. It is worth it.



This is the best option if you would like to explore the program on your own and you feel comfortable going through it without any further personalized feedback. The program itself is very powerful and will provide you with the benefits that you’re looking for. If you would need my personal input you can purchase a discounted coaching session.



If you’d like to get daily personalized guidance from me throughout the entire program this is the best option for you. I will analyze your responses and provide you with the instructions for the next day. I’m also available to respond to any doubts or questions you might have. At the end of the program we will connect via chat to discuss the results.


Satisfaction Guaranteed

I’m so sure you’ll be happy with the program that I offer a 30 Day Money Back Guarantee to ensure you are satisfied with your purchase. If you have followed the instructions and have completed the 7-day program and you feel you have not gotten the results that you expected I will personally make sure to send you the refund.

Frequently asked questions

How long does the program take?

The program takes a minimum of 7 days to complete. However, many people already have very specific results after the first few days.

What will I get with the program?

You will receive immediate access to the program which can be accessed on this website. Within the program, you will find a total of 9 videos, 2 meditations and 2 PDF files with the transcripts of the meditations. You will also have the ability to leave notes within the program’s area itself so you can use them for your future reference. When you purchase OPTION 2 you will also have the possibility to be in direct contact via chat with me for personal guidance.

How long do I have access to the program?

You will have lifetime access to the program so you can always come back and go through the program again whenever you need to.

How much time does it take every day?

You should make sure to have between 45 minutes and 1 hour in a quiet place every day to dedicate to the program. The last day takes a bit longer and might take you between 1 hour and 1 hour and 15 minutes.

I never meditated before, is this for me?

Yes! People that used to have a very difficult time to connect to their own intuition and have problems to enter a deep meditative state of mind have reported fantastic results going through the program. The meditations and the instructional videos will make sure you know exactly what to do before you start every single day.

How can I know it will work for me?

In the end, the program is a personal experience and it depends on you and if you follow all the instructions correctly. So far all people that have gone through the program have been very pleased with the results and many continue to use the provided meditations on a regular basis.